Like my first blog, Dear called to make sure I was awake already. I could not really sleep last night. Went to bed only at around 4am. Is it because I was too engrossed reading Elaine's blog? Is it because of the dream Dear and Elaine had? Is it because I am excited that I am going to classes again today? Abit of everything I guess.
Elaine told me she had dreamt of ghost as well the previous night yesterday. So coincident with Dear. What ia happening now? Scary... Same type of dream for the 2 closest people to me in my life.
When reading her blog, I couold really feel the love she is receiving now. She also no longer is trying out. She means business now. Good for her... Some parts of him that she wrote, I could relate it to Dear. Maybe it is just the thing in guys. Some moments they shared, I could also relate to the moments I had with Dear. It is true. One has to give in in relationship to make things work. If both are strong-willed, things will never happen. Like them, I could feel that we are trying to work things out as well.
Usually, Daddy would fetch Mummy to Aljunied MRT station. She would then take a train from there to work. Today was an exception. Guess for tomorrow as well. He fetch us to work!!! All because of me. I am a spoilt brat. Spoilt by them. Reached rather early. Decided to go for breakfast. Felt like eating MacDonalds. When I went there, I could not decide what to eat. Did not really feel like eating but have a craving for it. Settled with a hash-brown and a cup of Milo.
Headed for class then. On my way there, messaged Dear that I am going for class already, just in case he were to call me later. Immediately, he called me, telling me that he has a meeting to attend later on. I thought maybe we could go for dinner after my class and his meeting.
Learnt quite abit for the class today. Realised the English that we have been using everyday is wrong. The email confirmation letter has words that should not be there. Maybe when I return back to work, I will retype the letter again. Went for MacDonalds lunch by myself today. Had the McNuggets Happy Meal. It came with a Qoo mini soft toy.
During the second break, I actually took a short nap. Really fell asleep. It was only when Faisal called me did I wake up. If I am not wrong, he called me twice!!! After class, messaged Dear, asking him if meeting has ended. Saw David message as well. He asked me the reason for not replying his messages. Told him to not be so persistent and he apologised. Asked if he can call me tonight, I never reply. Dear did not messaged me till 6.30pm. Was hesitant to call him as I am not sure whether he is still in a meeting or sleeping. Decided to give it a try anyway. He was at home!!! Meeting cancelled. Preparing to go for a jog. I headed home then.
Took a nap till 9pm. Realised I had a missed call. It was from David. He messaged me as well, asking me to give him a chance. I guess I will not reply him till tomorrow morning. Just do not feel like doing so now. While watching the last episode of the Channel 8 9pm show, I received a couple of messages. Expected to be Dear. But I was wrong. There were messages from friends. Will Dear call me later???
Have this thought in me after watching the show. The guy has cheated on his wife twice. In the end, she still forgives him and they are happily together again. This time, with their child as well. Is this what we call love? To be able to forgive each other no matter what fault the other party has. Only if the other party has realises his / her mistake and willing to change for the better? In my case, I can see that both he and I have slightly changed. Though at times he can still be very abusive and violent, I have become more understanding towards him AT TIMES. Is it really true that according to a Chinese saying, "To hit is to sayang and to scold is to love". I will try my very best to accept everything about you. You would too have to accept me for being me. We shall together work towards a common goal.
Guess I will continue watching my VCD later. Looks like I will take 20 days to complete the whole show at the rate I am going now. 1 disc each day. I just would fall asleep in the middle of the 2nd disc if I were to watch 2 disc at 1 time. Too tired after work I guess...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
1:40 PM